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Flashbacks of what happened in the past ain't a good way to start my morning. But it has to happen. I felt so unsettled, emotions are once again running wild. The room seems to be colder, air seems to be denser, or was it the psychological effects that caused me to have this stifling feeling. My breathing becomes more heavy, my heart is beating somewhat faster. How should i cope with this? Am i deserving to receive this kind of treatment? Probably i am! For a moment, the floodgate of questions started pouring in.


Why do i have to go through all this? Just because life is unfair? I just want to be happy, why can things be so dramatically wrong. After every setbacks, there are only two possible outcomes, either you pull yourself together and be strong or you sink deeper into your fears. I cannot afford to sink again. A ship that is rebuild from broken pieces is ever more fragile then it made its maiden journey. I just need to take care of my own feelings. I need to find a place that can calm my soul and get in touch with my true self.

At certain point in life, matters can be so complicated. Just hope that matters will not go out of hand.