Flashbacks of what happened in the past ain't a good way to start my morning. But it has to happen. I felt so unsettled, emotions are once again running wild. The room seems to be colder, air seems to be denser, or was it the psychological effects that caused me to have this stifling feeling. My breathing becomes more heavy, my heart is beating somewhat faster. How should i cope with this? Am i deserving to receive this kind of treatment? Probably i am! For a moment, the floodgate of questions started pouring in.
Why do i have to go through all this? Just because life is unfair? I just want to be happy, why can things be so dramatically wrong. After every setbacks, there are only two possible outcomes, either you pull yourself together and be strong or you sink deeper into your fears. I cannot afford to sink again. A ship that is rebuild from broken pieces is ever more fragile then it made its maiden journey. I just need to take care of my own feelings. I need to find a place that can calm my soul and get in touch with my true self.
At certain point in life, matters can be so complicated. Just hope that matters will not go out of hand.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Against all odds
060110 will be the day to remember for the rest of my life...
On that faithful day at 11pm, I hugged u in my arms and asked you to be my girlfriend. We are finally back together after one month of separation...
I'm lost for words baby. I thought i've lost you, but u came back. You gave our relationship the strong to carry on. Let us continue our life journey from this moment onwards and find back the lost feelings and rekindle the chemistry back again. I want to do so many things with you. Saying is easy.. but i will make my action count :) You too my dear.. must jia you ok!! It always takes two hands to clap which very much applies to our relationship too. Muacks!! It will be tough on you for the next couple of days, and i felt so useless everytime when i look at you, feeling so listless. I wished that i could do more, but i really dunno how. If u need time for yourself, do let me know.
Dear Dear~
I love you with all my heart and soul. Let us overcome all odds and walk the journey together <3
Forever loving you sweetheart.
On that faithful day at 11pm, I hugged u in my arms and asked you to be my girlfriend. We are finally back together after one month of separation...
I'm lost for words baby. I thought i've lost you, but u came back. You gave our relationship the strong to carry on. Let us continue our life journey from this moment onwards and find back the lost feelings and rekindle the chemistry back again. I want to do so many things with you. Saying is easy.. but i will make my action count :) You too my dear.. must jia you ok!! It always takes two hands to clap which very much applies to our relationship too. Muacks!! It will be tough on you for the next couple of days, and i felt so useless everytime when i look at you, feeling so listless. I wished that i could do more, but i really dunno how. If u need time for yourself, do let me know.
Dear Dear~
I love you with all my heart and soul. Let us overcome all odds and walk the journey together <3
Forever loving you sweetheart.
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